ok so i guess by the last post it sounded like i am going to hate my summer, but it really isnt i was just not liking what we were doing at the time, which, im quite happy about, has been swiped from my mind forever and been replaced by REAL football, and maxes. Ahh that reminds me i found out my maxes this week. and the only one i am really proud about is my squat max (THUNDER THIGHS!) and its 335
other than that im really weak. hmm i guess this is the PARTIALLY-PHILOSOPHICAL harangue of an 15 year old intellect, so i need to start being PARTIALLY-PHILOSOPHICAL but i have nothing to philosophize-ise. so i guess ill just sith here and type around aimlessly and hope you can follow. once again i read my own blog, kind of strange actually because in a sense i am just typing to my self which is kind of strange. But if you look at it another way i am just talking to you and not letting you have any input until i am done talking. (i personally like the second choice better just because it makes me sound less crazy.) i have noticed though that people actually read my blog, which is kind of surprising to me really because not very many people know hat i even have a blog at all, but, thanks to btvillarin i have some publicity. Even though i have some occasional readers i don't really feel different about what i should write, which at this very moment and time i would really like something different to write about just because im having a mini writers-block. I guess i will tell you what to do with your life, based on my personal beliefs, likes and dislikes. i think that people really need to take more time off to just sit around and hang out with their friends. Especially with a somewhat strenuous schedule like the one at rio/kare. to me just casually hanging out with no real set plans about what to do is one of the funnest things i can do, that doesn't cost money. Although sitting around and doing nothing is fun chronic laziness is different, sitting around and really doing nothing is just dumb, and yes there is a really fine line between nothing and nothing and i guess since im such a nice guy and get frustrated when i confuse people i will attempt to clarify the difference. sitting around and doing nothing is really not doing nothing its just the lack of a better word for not doing very much. doing nothing includes talking, eating and enjoying a necessary silence. what it doesn't include is rapid movement, much thought, or a precisely planned events. now on the other hand doing nothing is really doing nothing at all. it includes watching tv, and sitting around not enjoying the silence. i think really doing nothing is really meant to do on your own… but don't get me wrong though i believe that going out and doing stuff is actually quite necessary its just not as fulfilling as doing nothing (i wont try to explain that). i think that going out and doing stuff and doing nothing need to be balanced like yin and yang except not as deep, its just an example. im really going to stop typing now because i need to go to sleep in order to wake up tomorrow morning. so if you found this partially entertaining or worth your time, good. if not im sorry i will try to make up for your lost time later.
now what?
June 10, 2006 by SilasOOOHHH MAN
May 21, 2006 by SilasWow i have no clue what to say, except"wtf, did i really write that last post?" and "dag,yo i just got stupider." anyway i was fooling around and it dawned upon me that i really haven't posted for a really long time. and that made me feel like i was neglecting my responsibilities as a human being. so here you go world, another pseudo-philosophical view of the world. Great. whoa! hold on a second….i have just found something a draft! ooohhh man i am awakening a beast that really should be left alone, so ill cut this post short, kinda an abridged version; something to refresh myself. using the keyboard for something not due, not pressured to be good, and not graded, but most likely judged. Soooo.. basically, i have been running around with my head cut off not knowing what on earth is going on, blissfully unaware of how close summer really is. But unfortunantly my summer has been raped and thrown in the gutter left to die (and yes its money got stolen too) i have Tuesday Friday and Sundays free, sort of. they just don't have anything scheduled on them yet. and i cant do anything on those days anyway because i will be resting for the next day. But too bad, there's nothing i can do about it. so I'm trying to squeeze all the fun i can into the next few weeks of school, its kinda sad actually. But hey i got my permit! which really means nothing in the freedom department. Great now look what i have done, I'm complaining about life, that's lame. So for the sake of the occasional comment bot that passes by my blog every once and a while, ill say something nice.
Schools almost over, i can smell the beaches from here (speaking that i live in the LA area that's not necessarily a good thing) and football season is coming. i also can see what my new squat max is in a week or so. also today, is probably the day i laughed the most in 2 months, i enjoyed it a lot. oh snap, right, abridged version, get it together Silas, you can do it. one last thing. i want to see the da vinci code really bad, there's an evil albino monk named Silas in it who kills people. how cool is that, eh?! OK now the reeaaalll last thing,
The powderpuff happened, but this post isnt about it
November 23, 2005 by SilasWow im not really sure what to say, I just found out that I have a rare disease and have around 70-80 years left to live. As you can guess the news was pretty devastating to me, so it got me thinking about what I want to do before I die, and I made a choice, a choice that will change my life forever; I decided that one day I will, pick up a phone say “hello, sorry wrong number” and hang up, when no one really called, that goal might be tough but I think I can handle it. sometimes you just have to take a step back and smell the rain on the pavement, and to think that somewhere, somewhere way out in the distance, or maybe even quite near there is someone working on an essay worrying about their grade in English, history foreign languages, or any class, instead of doing something that they enjoy. For instance, maybe John Doe or Jane smith should call one of their friends planning to chat on the phone momentarily so they can make plans to visit each other to go get something to eat, and work on the essay while they’re conversing at their meal. That’s just one circumstance that the average human faces that can be resolved in a manner that fits both the needs of the present and future.
Now I was sitting at the computer thinking of all the things the world threw at me today and I wondered what on earth I should post about. The truth is that the only reasons that you might read this blog is that A. you wanted to be entertained B. your stalking me. C. you are curious about my opinions on life. And D. the thought crossed your mind that you haven’t read any of my bogs and you wanted to see what’s going on in my life. But, you see, none of those reasons concern me at all. Now after regarding the previous I must ask a hypothetical question; why do I write these blogs? Is there a reason? The answers to those questions are pretty hard to figure out. But I just happen to be a smart cookie, so I will explain the answers to you in as much detail as possible. Im a nice guy, I really am. Now to the first question. Why do I write these blogs?….Well, I write these blogs so people can read them and comment on them and when people comment on them I read their comments thus completing the circle. Also I write these blogs so in the future I can come by and read them myself, therefore creating entertainment for myself, therefore once again, though confined to myself, completing another circle. As for the second Question: Is there a reason?… yes, yes there are reasons, but, once again im a smart cookie, I just was redundant to cement a point into my post. You might ask ” you said none of those reasons concern you at all, you just made a reason for posting in your blog. What’s up with that?” if you weren’t going to ask that ,well, I hopefully stirred the thought up in your mind. The reason none of those reasons concern me but I can still find reasons to post in my blog is that; my subconscious “tells” me to do those things so i can be entertained and you cant question your subconscious, and nether can I. Im not sure if i finished writing yet but i probably should get to sleep. This post I am just going to copy and paste into my other blogs just in case someone only reads one of my blogs.mmm-kayy yeah drugs are bad mmmmmm-kaaaayyyyy
i was bored once…but then my imagination took hold of me and whisked me away into a state of oblivious nothingness….and that’s where i am right now
November 15, 2005 by Silasi guess that title qualifies as the longest title i have ever seen, but you know the deal; i say what i think, you think\comment on what you think, life goes on and most of us live happily ever after untill something bad happens to them. … now if your wondering why the world exists, why you exist, why the world exists, and what the meaning of life is, i cant really help you there. but i might be able to solve some confusion in the vast chasm between your cranial walls:
- If anyone asks you if the glass is half full or half empty, simply retort,”it really depends on the circumstance, the glass is only half full if you are filling it up, but if it just happens that you are drinking from it, the glass is half empty.” therefore solving the simple “half-full/empty dilema” but if that answer just ceases to fufill your philisophical thirst for the completion of your inner mojo, just drink the glass of water and forget about it, because there is no right answer other than my own.
- If anyone asks you if you understand what the definition of procrastinaton is, dont answer, just tell them you will think about it and you will get back to them later.
now for what i came into my room and sat down in front of my computer to enjoy the brain atrophing digital goodness that is the internet: my pankakes i made for dinner.
so there i was sitting on my couch complaning at my mom about how hungry i was and how on earth i could be hungry 10 mins. after i finished eating a hamburger, I decided to make pancakes.
after the first two batches of pancakes i began to drift off into a state of ovlivious nothingness and decided to make a smiley face pancake, so i did
and then i slid farther into oblivion with a stickman+lol
what woke me up was the fact that my pancakes tasted like
ok i already posted something not that intellegent…..but it was fun
Top 10 Reasons to Procrastanate
November 15, 2005 by Silas1.
well hello there i guess i forgot to put a title here…imagine that!
November 12, 2005 by Silaswell my ipod died
…..i dont know how, but its dead… it wont charge, upload,or turn on but i didnt drop it or anything…but i guess i can just go return it and get an 5th gen ipod ¤woot!¤ but i dont know if best buy will let me so im gunna call them and make sure they dont have any photos left… eh well thats all this morning
Hello world!
November 9, 2005 by Silaswow i have alot of blogs….but i guess i will just keep updating them pretty much all at the same time and they will all pretty much say the same thing…ill try to keep this one more intellegent, so i guess that means no more 3 am posts complaning about my tum-tum hurting…this blog i have to thank bryan for(he gave me the invite). well i gotta go finish doing my spanish homework and looking up stuff about the haste the day concert(i hope my parents let me go) anyway, i like the interface and all that stuff…now all i need is publicity!har-har….well i guess thats it,later





